Exam time again...stress stress stress! Guess this will have to be where I vent excess anxiety for the next 2 weeks or so. So dear friends, bear with me for now. Promise there will eventually be entries written with a brighter outlook on life . The key word here being eventually :)
Know how people tend to generalize and catastrophize events in their lives? Well these past days, I find myself doing lots of that. When studies are not going well, all of a sudden my entire life is going down the drain. Weird huh, what the human brain can do. If one could only pick up meditation at will. I'm telling you...it's tough! Oh btw, another thing to add to my resolution list...yoga.
Yesterday, out of the blue, there was a brief moment of contact with the dumper. It caught me off guard and I was not prepared to convey my thoughts. Been thinking all day about it today though. Perhaps if given days to ponder this, I will still not be able to sum up what needs to be said. At this point, it truly is beyond words.
Will there ever be a time when all this will be in the past?
Logically, I know the answer is yes.
Just that right now, it doesn't seem like it.
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