Detachment Overload

Been walking around all day feeling horribly detached. Mum called but I was too annoyed to talk to her. There is a deep seeded dissatisfaction with life and I know neither the cause nor solution to it. Perhaps the cause would be most important to discover before anything else. This is not something new. It has been lodged in the deepest of my heart for a long time now. I suspect the reason to be fear. Being immobilized by fear, I get resentful when others are not. Please do not judge me for being this way, I do not like this about myself and am trying to change.