regression

Today I miss him. Everytime after an argument, we'd eventually make up and things would be alright again. I'm afraid that is not to be this time around. What brought this on? Perhaps the fact that he will be leaving in 2 days or that my mum has been pestering me all day about when I'd go over to Jay's to get the rest of my stuff. Sometimes I hate how insensitive she is.

Plus this past weekend, him and I were supposed to meet up to talk but neither one of us called.

So despite having a pretty good day, there is a cloud of melancholy lingering over my head. I feel somewhat sad. What's even more sad is that there is nothing I can do about the situation except get over it.

On sad days, I miss him because he (would have) will be there for me. He'll (would have understood) understand.

On happy days, I miss him because he should have been sharing it with me.

There is no way around it. A no-win situation.