Sunday, April 30, 2006

This is the start of something good...

I think we will make pretty good friends.

He's sweet and sensitive. We went out again last night - to the beach really early in the am. Again the setting was really romatic and all but alas I don't know if there is chemistry. Things are still a bit awkward. Is this just the natural course of things or should we stop hanging out? Were those dates or were we just...you know...hanging out. This blows, I can't tell. Should I ask?? lol...ummm...sounds like a recipe for disaster.

Why are we still hanging out anyways? Umm...perhaps we're both using each other as a means of fighting off loneliness? Both of us being fairly new to the city and all? Dear god, let it not degenerate into using each other in the physical sense, that would just be wrong...or would it? *wink*wink*

Man, sometimes it feels like I'm going insane...lol...bad girl!

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