It has been a couple of days and yes, I am still heartbroken about the internship. Facing rejection has never been one of my stronger suits. And it still isn't.
Why meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
I hate the act of generalizing. When one thing goes wrong in your life, all of a sudden everything seems to be cast in a negative light. That would be how things are right now.
For god's sake, today I spent all day sleeping and listening to yoga music. It has helped me relaxed some but it is still pretty nasty.
Saturday night was spent buzzed for the most part. Just the way I like it.
Gawd one serious issue I really have to deal with is that I only see what I want to see and ignore the signs of what I don't want to see happen. It always ends up with me being "surprised" when the blow comes. Idiot!
Arrghh obsession coming on. I also spent all day searching for air tickets and browsing travel sites. Umm, it feels good to be able to fantasize abt flying off somewhere.
At this point, Greece at the end of the year would be awesome! Now time to lose some weight so that I can fit into a bikini!
Yeah right, who am I kidding....
See what I mean...
PS - OM-fuckin-G. It has only been ONE day since the last post? ONE day? I am going fuckin insane...
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