They replied my email and it is now confirmed. I did not get the position :( No more hope whatsoever.
Once again, I am beyond words. So disappointed...
You do not want to know that self-talk that's going on in my head. Trying to keep all the negative self bashing ones away but when you get rejected like that, it really does not feel good. I am so sad. I knew that putting all my eggs and hopes in one basket wasn't good, but could not help it... *sigh* Another one of my dreams bites the dust...
I suppose looking at it differently, things are really not so bad. Now my original plan is in place again. Guess that's not soooo bad. And they do say that BC summers are the nicest...
Just need to find a different goal to work towards.
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