Like Pulling Teeth

I feel like such an idiot.

Went out again last night with dude and it was like pulling teeth. We've gone out more than 5 times now and still it's weird. At first it was like, well if there's no chemistry then we'll just be friends. But umm...it's just too awkward now. He had nothing interesting to say and was perhaps not interested in what I had to say.

The movie was okay but dinner was umm, painful.

Being sick did not help one bit. Coughing and having a pounding headache was not pleasant either. So then why did we even go out? Well, we had made plans to hangout with some other friends as well but because of bad planning, that didn't happen.

Dude had a couple of days off from work and was always bored so we decided to go for a movie. Thought I could run home after but then somehow ended up going for dinner after. I should have known. Some talking was fine but after awhile, it got boring. We talked about the same old stuff and the only time I had energy was when I was talking about myself. Sorry but what he had to say was...umm...not...oh I don't know. Guess we just do not have very much in common.

Everytime we chat and I tell him about having plans to go some place, I feel bad for not inviting him because he's always wanting to go places but don't know enough people to go out with. I've been trying to include him but ahhh...it's not working.

We just do not have much in common. I think this is it, throwing in the towel.