Ughh...what is wrong with me? Why do I like playing games so much? I play games with myself, with others, with strangers...
Sometimes these games get out of hand and people get hurt. Stupid games. It really was not my intent. If it makes anyone feel any better, I get burned too. Ughh. Lol but if you're someone who feels better from this, let me just say this...you're sick! lol
Anywho...I don't know what's going on. This restructuring of the self, rebuilding if you will...is taking a toll on my self-esteem and whatnot. Being vulnerable all the time is no fun, not anymore...
Perhaps a certain amount of pretense is necessary for all of us to function in our everyday lives...
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