Hey everyone! So long since I've last written in here. I'm in Bangkok right now and loving it! Been writing in my travel blog so come check it out if you should be so inclined.
Hmm, guess the reason I'm writing in here today is cause I need to vent. And it had to be some place where not many people I know irl has access to. First of all, I dont want mum and dad to worry about me!
Ahh, story of my life. Of course it's about a boy. Remember buddy that I've been talking about and pining after for a good year? Well things are taking a bit of a turn and I don't know what to do. How do I feel about it all?
I don't think it will work. How is it that you could want something so bad and when you might actually have your dream come true, you see things in a different light? Is this fear speaking? Am I backing down because I've wanted it for so long that I'm afraid of screwing things up?
But no it's not just fear. Circumstances...reality plays a big part too. How could we make it work? I'll have to wait for him...
No, I don't see how it could work.
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