Here's a lil thought. No matter what happens or doesn't happen, time still goes by. We can be happy or sad, excited or bored, angry or calm...life is still life. All the issues that seem so huge, they are but a part of life. Tomorrow I'm still going to wake up and walk the streets. The little decisions, the everyday things we do ultimately adds up to make the story of our lives. So why not live life now. Right now.

I feel so far removed from my counselling practice. Next weekend I'll be meeting up with the group of students that I went to counselling school with. Sometime between leaving there and now, have I forgotten my resolve to live life to the fullest? By that I mean to feel all my emotions. To cry when I'm sad, to laugh and jump around when I'm happy, to learn to express emotions instead of hiding from them?

Yeah, this will continue to be my resolution into the new year. To find more a sense of inner peace and understanding. And to live in the moment. That's the hardest part for me. To be in the moment and not hide in my head...in another one of my fantasies...