Umm...don't even ask about last night. It was a mental collapse on my part. Everything just suddenly seemed too much to handle and I caved. The jist of all that still remains though. Feeling vulnerable on a regular basis is really unpleasant. Especially for someone who is not used to asking for help or even admitting that help was required in the first place.
Does this ever get old, I wonder. Surely a person cannot feel this way her/his entire life? Surely after the rain, there will be clear skies again, right?
It is the law of nature. Everything occurs in cycles, doesn't it? Surely...but surely...things will look up soon...right? It has to.
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