Almost 3 am and I was lying in bed thinking about Michael. Silly isn't it that you could have briefly known a person yet feel like you're totally in love? I bumped into him no more than 10 times in the course of 2 days. Our conversations lasted no more than 10 minutes at a time.
So many of life's opportunities missed and can never be regained. Of course at the time, you would not realize this. It is always after the fact that these things hit you in the face. What does that teach us then? That we should just go with our gut feelings at all times and act on them? Don't think that's possible without turning into some sort of a freak show.
Yet if you don't act on them, the 'what ifs' will be enough to drive you crazy. What if I had asked him to stay, would he have? Absurd. Of course not. Time has a funny effect on the mind. It has a knack for making events more important/ significant than they actually were. Was it really nothing then? I feel so stupid for not picking up on the vibes. How could it be that I was so inept at reading my own feelings and emotions?
Let it be known to the world that I'm looking for a German man. By the name of Michael. Who lives in Singapore, and has a passion for diving and mountain climbing - reward offered.
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