In need of a bridge

Don't know why I did this, but just sent the dumper a message. He isn't at the computer but will most likely reply when he is? I don't know.

Perhaps seeing him the other day has somewhat demystify the whole situation and this made me realize that we're actually talking about a person here. Not the all powerful enemy.

Plus it just feels weird that I have to be cautious around my brother all the time. Yesterday I had to send a friend in to stake out my brother's store before I would go in. Silly, right? It's just stupid. This has to end. He shouldn't have all this power over me anyway.

Different people have said different things. Some people say I should avoid him at all cost. Some say to call. Guess what it boils down to is that it will be my decision ultimately.

Sooner or later, a confrontation would be eminent.

Come to think of it, 2005 has been a year of facing fears and learning. Might as well. Although there is fear, but one can only feel really good after something bad happens. Otherwise, you'll never reach the high that comes from feeling like shit.