Been so wound up the last couple of days that I can't seem to relax anymore. Have had more adrenalin pumping through my body than necessary. This afternoon after coming home from registering for classes, I passed out for 3 hours. The whole money issue, work issue, social life issue, future issues...ahhh...I have resorted to playing my Ocean Blue - Music for Relaxation CD.
The entire money issue is coming back again. My credit card bills next month will be a few times more than what is normal. And I haven't heard back about the jobs I applied for the week before Christmas. Am I just not qualified? What is it? This feels hopeless. School starts soon and I'm nervous.
There has just been such a huge shift in the people in my life these days that I'm getting confused. People come and people go, I agree. But this is craziness! Ahh better this than being bored out of my mind :P
I miss the stability of going to yoga class every Monday and Wednesday night.
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