Early Morning Flip Out

5.10 am and I'm really beginning to flip out.

So many thoughts running through my head. School, work, volunteer work, christmas, money, boys. Slept a total of 2 hours last night and have been out all day. It's almost 5.30am and don't think I'll get very much sleep today either. Fuck and double fuck. Think it's time to break out the booze. Perhaps it would help me sleep better.

Today A & B (these truly are their initials) arrived from Malaysia and I got to pick them up from the airport. It was fun except for the mad traffic and pouring rain.

It's funny how picking them out of the crowd was not much of a problem considering that the only information I had to work with was - an age group, that they were a couple and most likely carrying a lot of luggage. A plastic bag with 'KLIA Duty Free' printed on it would have also helped but they didn't have any.

Perhaps what gave them away the most is the luggage. Having spent some time in Malaysia this year, I know the kinds of bags they're selling there. Think I have one just like the ones they brought. Big, square and usually in navy blue of black. Bah! How unimaginative is that.

Why can't I sleep?? This nocturnal madness is really getting to me. My entire body feels tired, weary. Throat starting to hurt, sniffling all the time, just generally feeling sick. My senses feel like they've been on overdrive.

Music. Put on some music...

Ughh...tomorrow I'm headed for the island again. Dreading the long bus and ferry ride. It will just make me feel even more sick. But it is Christmas and 'tis the time to be fuckin jolly.

haha *grin*

I'm actually quite excited about Christmas. It should be fun. I'll enjoy it when the time comes.

zzzzzzzzz.....gawd for the fuckin love of god...sleeppppppppppppp.....