I suppose it is human nature to be jealous...
Been trying to fight it off really hard but when the issue at hand is one of your triggers, then I think it makes it just the little bit more difficult to deal with.
This friend of mine, she is all that a girl could want to be. Beautiful, smart, atheletic. She has always gotten all the attention she could want and then some.
Recently she got a job interview for this place that I would kill to have. We have the same uni qualifications and whatnots. I even have a bit more of a volunteer experience over her. So while I've been looking for a frickin job forever, she got an interview right away and will most likely get the job. It pays very well too.
Ughh, I know I should be happy for her. And you know what? I am happy for her. She totally deserves it because, naturally, she is nice and friendly too.
What I'm saying though, is how this is all making me feel. If only this self-centredness could go away, life would be so much better.
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