Hopefully not the first of many...

Almost embarassed to say this, but I didn't make it to class today.

The reason, umm...nothing more than my own laziness. Didn't go to bed til past 2 am the night before. It was just too painful. Literally. I've been going to the gym quite a bit at the end of last week, so my muscles were really hurting. It's 12.30am now and I can't sleep. It's a bloody cycle.

The good thing though is that I got called in for a job interview next week. The pay is more than what I usually get but it is quite far away. It would take a full 30 mins for me to get there, if not more. Since I've been paying for gas through my nose these past few weeks, the idea of commuting more is not appealing. The one thing good about getting this job, besides the money, is that it is a job within the social services. Thus can be applied towards 'work experience' which is oh so important these days. Wish me luck.

Tomorrow too I should send out more resumes. It feels good to be busy but there seems to be so much on my mind that I'm beginning to get stressed. The hours of a day seems to go by so quickly. It also doesn't help that it gets dark here at about 4.30 in the afternoon!! This frickin weather is depressing.

I've tried doing breathing exercises tonight, but my thoughts were scattered in every imaginable direction.