Woke up from my nap this evening feeling a sense of emptiness threatening to overwhelm me. That happens whenever I have a weird dream, ones that seem so very real. This time it was a combination of what I was watching on tv earlier and things that are going on in my life. Although not one to believe in dream symbols, I looked it up nonetheless. And it made sense. Thus my feeling of being overwhelmed.
As a coping mechanism that I have recently developed, I am making myself reach out to others for support instead of trying to swallow all the guilt and responsibility on my own. Old habits die hard but they are not impossible to overcome. Baby steps...
So instead of calling a whole bunch of people which I have a tendency to do, I replied emails instead. It worked, I feel much better and more connected now. Thanks everyone where ever you may be. The fact that our lives have crossed paths at some point before means a lot to me. I love and miss you all!!
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