My understanding of - you are your own worst enemy- has been taken to the next level.
For a few days now, all possible defense mechanism in my repetoire has been activated. Buttons were pushed and temper and resentment surfaced. The things is that nobody is doing this to me but myself. This inner conflicting sides is making me nauseous. Physically. I cannot write my paper. It is too much right now. I just can't do it. I can't. Every single time it makes me feel sick.
I just want to cry all day. This is what my day was like.
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