Holy mother of everything insignificant. Does time fly or what? Is it really the second week of august already? This feels weird. Where did all the time go? I feel powerless. Like there's nothing I can do to stop the flow of time, to stop the world from turning when I need it to.
Don't really know where to start in terms of talking about my emotions for today. Haven't slept in my own bed for 2 nights now. Drinking and more drinking this weekend. Well Friday night was awesome, I had so so much fun. Last night was um...kinda sad actually.
I am kinda sad today.
So I've been thinking and have come to the conclusion that I need to let go, to not take life so seriously. What does it matter in the end anyways?
Been judging myself too much, been thinking too much? Been doing too much of everything, time to chill.
No more boys. lol...If the world wide web needs to know, I haven't slept with any of them. Because darn it all, despite everything, I am still a good girl and one night stands are just not in my blood. Okay mum, you win. That nagging voice in the back of my head wins. Perhaps I will live vicariously from the stories that have been told. I cannot bring myself to do it. Funny how the person who talks the loudest and is the most crude is often being loud to cover up what is not.
Hmm, no more partying (err...maybe until next weekend)
FUCK!! Stupid landlord's mother is visiting and she walks like a fucking bull. Loud, loud thumping on my ceiling everyday now. Ughh!! Bitch!
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