It feels like I'm in a rut. No...that's not a feeling word. I feel pessimistic, I feel let down, I feel heartbroken, I feel alienated, I feel mournful...
Today is day 2 of no communication.
Tomorrow will be session 1 with a new counsellor, I'm actually really excited for that. It's going to be awesome being able to talk and talk about myself for an hour and have feedback. Will check with her to see what her rate is. The first 2 will be paid for by the school. Hope she's no more than $50/hour. Don't think I could afford more than that, or even that.
On the phone last week she asked me to give some thought to what I'd like to talk about.
What would I like to talk about...
My fears, my insecurities, the instability of life...there's so much...
Be brave, be brave.
Bring it on, I'm ready to fight my own demons.
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