Storm a brewin

School is not going well.

These practise sessions are stirring up some personal issues and I seem unable to get it all together. It feels like there is a very, very thin lid on all my issues and it would take little to unveil what is underneath.

I've been feeling really restless, as if something big is going to happen.

On the bright side, I got a job offer yesterday! This was for the interview from 2 weeks ago. So very excited to start getting a pay check again. This means I can eat out more, go to the movies, concerts, shopping whenever I want. Can't wait!

My volunteer training is also starting this weekend, so things feel like they're beginning to come together all at once.

So then, perhaps now that these goals have been met, I'm restless about making new ones.

Should I start thinking about writing the GRE for grad school application?

Should I start applying for internships abroad?

While I can't seem to stop and smell the flowers, past experience has shown that you can't.

If everything is not planned out one after the other, there will be a period of lag.

Don't want that anymore. The past year has been all a bout taking time off, thinking, soul-searching.

*grin*

This may be a bit of a stretch, but my astrological reading says that this year is one for preparing a foundation for the future years. I believe this to be true.

Follow Through - Gavin Degraw

Oh, this is the start of something good

Don't you agree?

I haven't felt like this in so many moons

You know what I mean?

And we can build through this destruction

As we are standing on our feet

So, since you want to be with me

You'll have to follow through

With every word you say

And I, all I really want is you

You to stick around

I'll see you everyday

But you have to follow through

You have to follow through

These reeling emotions they just keep me alive

They keep me in tune

Oh, look what I'm holding here in my fire

This is for you

Am I too obvious to preach it?

You're so hypnotic on my heart

So, since you want to be with me

You'll have to follow through

With every word you say

And I, all I really want is you

You to stick around

I'll see you everyday

But you have to follow through

You have to follow through

The words you say to me are unlike anything

That's ever been said

And what you do to me is unlike anything

That's ever been

Am I too obvious to preach it?

You're so hypnotic on my heart

So, since you want to be with me

You'll have to follow through

With every word you say

And I, all I really want is you

(For) you to stick around

I'll see you everyday

But you'll have to follow through

With every word you say

And I, all I really want is you

(For) you to stick around

I'll see everyday

But you have to follow through

You have to follow through

You're gonna have to follow

Oh, this is the start of something good

Don't you agree?