And the journey begins...

Should have known that the chapter on reluctance and resistance would be the one to get me.

I guess the first step towards dealing with your issue is that you have to own it. To really, honestly admit to yourself that you have an issue with that part of your life. Then comes living with it and being okay with yourself before learning proper coping mechanisms.

Remember how I said that it feels like something was gonna happen? It had nothing to do with the outside environment. Think perhaps it was me just feeling like I was ready to own up. That I was just this close to admitting to the issue. So in essence, that feeling was from me. I knew I was almost ready.

Almost afraid to go into school again tomorrow...