Oh What a Night

For someone who doesn't do much on any given day, yesterday was a whirlwind of activities for me. First we drove the dogs to the park to play for a bit. All 3 of them! Then dropped them off before going to try out bridal gowns for my brother's wife.

We then went looking around for dresses for me to wear to the wedding and oh my goodness, a bright dark green dress so stood out. I think it costs close to $100 but it was pretty. Wish I had a picture now to show you guys!

Then came home to have dinner with my family and headed out again for a surprise birthday thing (at 12 am) for my lil cousin who turns 24 today! I was fun, we showed up at his work place, cakes blazing and all. It was the funniest thing but if he was embarassed at all, he didn't show it! Hahaha....

So the rest of the night was spent laughing our heads off at the silliest thing. I have not been so baked for a loooooooooong time. The night ended with a drive home consisting of loud music and really really bad singing at the top of my lungs :)

So then I woke up this morning wondering what the world has come to. Does stability not exist? My emotions are still all over the place, I still do not know what's gonna happen in the next lil while of my life and at this moment in time I feel like shite because I need to know.

Do I come home after the wedding in January and start this new life, do I forget about life here for a bit and go travelling, do I go live in the UK for a year? Do I look for an internship somewhere? So many questions but perhaps I need to realistically assess the financial situation here and realize that half of those things can be crossed off the list because I can't afford it. Doh!

On the upside though, there is a youth conference coming to town next month funded by Oxfam. That's not for a little while yet so for now let me head off to bed to nurse what I'm just noticing is a hangover. zZZzzzzzzZZZZZzzzzzzzz